Teetering on the edge

“In vain you search for your model among human beings; from those who have gone farther than you, you have borrowed only the compromising and harmful aspect: from the sage, sloth; from the saint, incoherence; from the aesthete, rancor; from the poet, profligacy - and from all, disagreement with yourself, ambiguity in everyday things and hatred for what lives simple to live. Pure, you regret filth; sordid, seemliness; vague, vigor. You will never be anything but what you are not, and the despair of being what you are. With what contrasts was your substance imbued and what mingled genius presided over your relegation in the world? Determination to diminish yourself has made you espouse in others their appetite for collapse; in this musician, this disease; in this prophet, this defect; and in women - poets, libertines, or saints - their melancholy, their vitiated spirits, their corruption of flesh and blood and dreams. Bitterness, principle of your determination, your mode of action, and understanding, is the one fixed point in your oscillation between disgust for the world and self-pity.”

                                                   -E.M.Cioran

         I HATE REVISION

All I want to do is play on the xbox. The impact of World War I introduced new problems for the Russian Empire, one of which was economic discontent. Inflation rised, that is the overall general upward price movement of goods and services in an economy and can usually be measured by the Consumer Price Index and Producer Price Index. The most accurate measurement of this would be to find the mean. To do this you would need Σx over n. Coded data will need to be uncoded once the answer has been found.

On the other hand I'm seeing The Killers in June.

Icy.

B-)

Ruari.

Flowery Flowers

I love everything and everyone on this fine sunday of the year which holds the blessed title of Mothers Day. Today is the one day I can show my mother how much I appreciate her. Appreciate her supporting me through these tough years, pushing me to go further, always rooting for me to do my absolute best and pursue my dreams. But ultimately, for being such a great and inspiring role model. I would like to thank what great being it is that put me in this magnificent place surrounded by such love. Today has been such an eventful day and I am so grateful for everything.

 

So moving on. Even though my weekend was pretty boring and lazy, full of procrastinating and worry, I have enjoyed it quite a lot as I have spent a majority of it on the xbox with Ruari, Declan and James whom have provided me with entertainment. But yeah now I have to write an English commentary which I will put off until around 10 or 11 as I am now going to return to the xbox to rage at some violent game which involves bears killing each other.