False excitement

It's my birthday in 4 days. Part of me wishes I didn't ask for that laptop because I would rather waste my life on the xbox as the internet has gotten pretty boring and my schoolwork seems unimportant now-a-days. 
Hm.


I'm a liar.

In the cold light of morning

You're drunk sick from whoring and high
Staring back from the mirror's
A face that you don't recognize
It's a loser, a sinner, a cock in a dildo's disguise.