Dentists

Having not visited the dentist in 4 years, today seemed like a good time to catch up. So yeah he has told me I need 3 fillings and have to have this procedure or something to remove the nerve of one my teeth :( Bad times. But what's even worse is that he said I have to avoid sugary substances like fizzy drinks, crisps and chocolate between meals so basically my whole diet has just evaporated because that is what I live off. Fun times eyy!!!

Hm..

The worst feeling is knowing that I have disappointed someone. I just told my dad my results and I wish I could just drown myself in the lake of repulsion he has created between us. So maybe I'm over exaggerating, but when he realises he's going to have to pay £100 I'm sure that lake will evolve into a fucking ocean.

This is totally something I would do

Blind donkies drive erratically

I cannot express how excited I am about going back to college tomorrow. A new start, it's not like my AS results are going to carry on into my final A level results. Seeing all the old faces of everyone I love. Crowd-surfing over small children in the corridors. Greeting every teachers with a smile filled with gratitude and happiness. The happy memories of all these years spent in education are brewing in my mind and this final year is sure to add to those. As my wise old form tutor said today, an E is still a pass so all is well! Yeah I sure as hell passed the rest of those exams with flying colors, too. How could any uni turn down such a bright and motivated student who is achieving E's. Why should I even take my A-levels? All those big American corporations should just take me on right now! Gosh, I am simply thriving to have to wake up at the ripe old time of 6am tomorrow to spend 6 hours at the place I love the most :).

Aceptación

Such joy I am feeling at this current time. The sun has gone down but in my heart it will always shine, bright and ferocious, no one dares to go near the heart of incinerating heat but it's warmth manages to embrace those hundreds of miles away. As many turn away, this light opens itself up to plenty of others for them to feed off. It's helplessness has become accepted and this considerate soul accepts the view of others, accepts nothing can be taken in return and will continue to burn hot and strong at it's very core. Not until it is gone will people feel the real impact, though.