Jukebox fuckup hanging round the drugstore

My mom thinks I've been getting into fights at school because of my knuckles. I feel guilty for getting mad at her when she asks me to "please stop being so angry" because it's not like she really knows how to handle it. How is an outsider expected to control it when the bearer has hardly any grips on it themselves. Meh I'm just so drained right now and I really hate college and maybe getting into fights would actually make a more exciting story than simply saying yeah I get angry and punch walls who cares but anyway my mom is now paying for my new phone  to try and make me happy even though she doesn't have the money to afford it but because I'm so selfish I can't say no. Yawn.